Calloused

If this is what you mean closeness

I'll be very grateful and flattered

If this is what you mean friendship

Then, I gladly accept what you offer

But sometimes, we just need a reminder

From the wrecks of pasts that sets in our present.

It's just that we are not good

We can't stick together

Our bond was calloused

We do understand each other

Refused to believe each other's indifference

We're damage control

And we fight like old married couple

We argue over little things

We tease and we make up

We're wounded individuals

We think we can heal each other

But we never prove it right.

Did we?

Believe me when I say I've had enough

I always had my hopes up;

That maybe we will be able to fix these mess

Why did we enter in this relationship?

Our love was great

We had a beautiful memories

Such a happy, relentless, undeniable things

Maybe in time, we can always go back

To think of what once was true without hurting ourselves

Is it over?

Now, that the fireworks are fading.

All we have is those promises we held

Broken glasses are hard to mend

Shattered limbs

This was a wonderful vision

But we failed to comply

Thank you for the friendship

Thank you for the memories;

Laughter and love.

Someday, you can find a way to forgive me.

We have time that we wasted,

And now we have it to correct our mistakes.

This love is good

But this has to let it go free

So we can be complete from the misery

I always know you are the one for me;

But I was never the one for you.

Ironic yet true.

I just have to repair myself before.

I'm calloused

Scarred

Wounded

Pained from this life to ever believe in love.

Again.