Tips: Don't Waste Your Energy!

"You can do this, self!" 

"If they can do it, why can't you?"

Just one motivation from someone or anyone that will make my day. 

Sometimes people can be so cruel. You can only see them if you bring benefits to them, if not they will see you as a wallflower.

I wish I was just like everyone else, but I'm not. I can't keep my brain

stop thinking of the possibility, of probable solutions and of the problem.

Dear self, you have been in too much pain, grief, sufferings and struggle. You have survived teenage peer pressure, you have seen domestic violence, you have been in battles with your mental health and you have fought all of them. You lost your

anchors, your Papa who was your first love, your Mom who was your ally, and your Ate Saimah who was your first bestfriend.

They can easily ask help from you yet they have no modicum of the respect. Stubbornly, you are the strong for being everyone's "𝓐𝓽𝓮 𝓝𝓪𝔂𝓪, 𝓐𝓲𝓷𝓪, 𝓣𝓲𝓽𝓪 𝓐𝓲𝓷𝓪, 𝓐𝓻𝓲𝓴𝓸, 𝓢𝓲𝓼" but they can't understand your feelings.

Ya Allah, all I ask from you is guidance, a little rizq (blessings) and hope for me to keep standing on. I am holding on my faith in you as strong as I can be. Please let my nafs (soul) take care of my heart and my safety.

DO NOT WASTE YOUR ENERGY ON THEM.

May all this hardships and trials I have been experiencing will pass by and with prayers it will be fine.

Love,

Naya <3